I have chosen this path, no doubt about it, but is is a damn lonely path. The disappointments, the struggle day after day, hoping against hopes is tiring to say the least. And I keep telling my team (whenever it exists, as most of the time it keeps walking away in search of greener pastures), I need a break, but sweetheart, who will grant the leave. The Enterpreneur is a peon, manager, marketing guy, payment collection guy, all rolled into one.
To get work, to execute it and then to get the payment : the cycle is vicious. In the process, one learns to hear people shout, one learns to shout back and get a thick skin.
However the stress got to me and I misbehaved with my daughter and hit her. I guess, that is it. I need to slow down and focus on the relationships that are left in my life. Since most of them are gone anyway. Only my daughter has chosen to take the stress with me and I am busting it.
Time for a reality check.

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