Monthly Archives: February 2010
Hole in the soul
I really wish my parents could have stood with me and believed in me. I guess that hole in the soul will always remain. It is as if me (and my daughter) do not exist for my family. Our honor, self respect, survival, life is our problem. My mother specially has never had a very … Continue reading
The ‘trial’ business
Just got to know that the senior person who left the company without any information deleted a lot of important data from the systems as well as from the server. Very shocking indeed. After three days, his trial got over and he decided to move on after causing as much damage as he could. Most … Continue reading
Walking with God
Finally got some uninterrupted time to go for a walk and connect with the trees today. And I looked at the vast expanse of green before me and wondered if I could ever be that serene and peaceful in my life. But then I guess the trees and the grass really have no bills to … Continue reading
Clear up,clean up, grow up
That is what I have heard many times in the meetings of alcoholics anonymous. But I think it is as true for a company as it is for an individual. We are still stuck in the clear up, clean up part as far as the company is concerned. Trying to keep the negative elements out, … Continue reading
The ‘shit’
The accountant who left on his own accord has been instigating some of our clients and vendors alike. To the clients his message is that we are not good at our job and to the debtors, the message is that the company is going bankrupt and they should do anything to get their payments immediately. … Continue reading
To remove the unnecessary so that the necessary may remain
Very often, I feel that more energy is required to clean up what is not required in one’s life than in anything else. I mean there are things that are not required in the house, in the office and there is this lethargy in letting them go. And therefore very often the unnecessary hides the … Continue reading
Way of life
Sometimes, I wonder what is it about enterpreneurship that attracts a few idiots and that includes me. I mean it implies walking on a knife’s edge, it ensures that everyday is a challenge, it includes crisis management as a normal event and for all this there is no guarantee of success. There is no surity … Continue reading
Disjointed thoughts
Worried about the rent, the salaries, the running expenses, closure of a new project. My faith levels are at an all time low. The plumber is doing some work to connect our tank to the toilet and pantry, since the landlord got it disconnected on saturday. Extra expenditure. Completely unbudgeted. And then one is dealing … Continue reading
