I had a very severe throat infection and my daughter did not allow me to get up to prepare breakfast for her when she left for her exam in the morning. I am very grateful to her as I truly did not have the strength. I am very grateful to her for a lot of stuff including living with me in isolation and facing all the social ostracism that comes along with living with a single mother. And to top it the pressures of setting up a company and all the financial and emotional hassles that come along with it.
I did not feel like coming to work today but it is like one task at a time, one day at a time. And what needs to be done on a daily basis has to be done. I have not really accomplished much. A few phone calls, a few mails and that is about all. A lot of clutter needs to go from my table. Too many unproductive files.
It will happen I guess. awareness, acceptance,action. Action is the last step you see. I am yet in the awareness stage you see. Although action is the magic word.
So today, I just wish to go home, lie down and rest. Close my eyes and forget that I have loans to re-pay, that we need more projects and the unpaid bills.
For once. For a change.
Surrender to a HP.
