All is quiet

There is a sense of freedom.

 
From Yashi, from relationships which have not worked. Of course there is a huge financial mess. But it is getting clearer that the emotional mess needs to be cleaned up before the financial mess.

A lot of decisions need to be taken. But for the time being I am just sitting still. Trying to figure out the direction in which we are and the direction in which we need to be. Trying to trust the universe to come up with some answers,some solutions.

Appu is choreographing a dance in her school and she is staying over after school for practice. The physical and mental stress of taking on this responsibility is getting to her and she broke down completely last night.

 
Also because I have been continuously stressed with GC over the last month (actually it seems forever), I have not been emotionally present for her and that is what became clear last night.

We need to meet the bankers, hunt for a new office space, deal with the creditors, look for a new project. The list is endless. For today I guess, I need to attend an NA meeting. Need to touch base with emotional sobriety. With all the tornadoes swirling around me, I need to find a center of peace.

Am in touch with my classmates, Ashish Gupta and Subrata Mitra and hopefully, we will start working on a business plan by the end of the week. The Atlas is also under discussion as of now.

And all is quiet.

For a change.