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‘What is’
Balmiki had stationed himself at the bank for the limit enhancement. By afternoon it became clear that they were not willing to do it. So I had to rush (I am always rushing!) to meet the CM who is not actually the CM as a junior has become the functional CM. So I had to … Continue reading
Not a soul to connect with
Me and Appu were feeling very low last evening. We just went for a drive to India Gate. Roamed around a bit and had an icecream from the ‘thelas’ standing there. Also some candy just like kids in school. I think both of us felt better. The stress, the loneliness, the lack of a family, … Continue reading
Let time take time
There is ‘aloneness’ in leadership. There is ‘aloneness’ in ‘living’. And there is no way one can fill that in malls, with work or money. Yet round and round we go. Till we are tired and the new age gurus tell us to meditate. Or the travel agencies tell us to take a break (bascially … Continue reading
A single breath
The ‘men’ are managing the office. That is what we had planned a long time ago. That the ‘men’ should be in the front. That I (i.e a woman) should be at the backend. That is how the world prefers it. We have a senior accountant who is mature and very down to earth. We … Continue reading
Beginnings and Endings
A lot of energy is spent in just drawing boundaries with people. I guess that is why it is so stressful to be around people. Its easier to be alone. The physical boundaries are very clear. It is the emotional boundaries which are not in the visible realm and hence easier to cross all the … Continue reading
Insanity vs sanity
Sometimes the trauma of all that has happened comes back to visit me. And I am not able to cope. That is what happened last evening. Appu had to cope with the insane part of me. I wish she did not have to go through with this. I wish I had a different past. But … Continue reading
