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Hate and Love
Our home group of Narcotics Anonymous, ‘ Winds of Change’, celebrated its 18th anniversary last evening at its ususal meeting place, i.e Sahodaya School. It was a long meeting with a huge gathering of clean addicts. Many of them shared their experience of recovery and life thereafter. There were sweets and lemon water and all … Continue reading
Work done is zero
There is pain. At the fakeness, at the smallness in the minds of people, at the unreality of it all. Everybody wants instant results,instant rewards, instant recognition. The path to be traversed is sometimes long and mostly tough And the perseverance and persistence required to keep walking the walk is daunting.Sometimes walking the path is … Continue reading
Insanity vs sanity
Sometimes the trauma of all that has happened comes back to visit me. And I am not able to cope. That is what happened last evening. Appu had to cope with the insane part of me. I wish she did not have to go through with this. I wish I had a different past. But … Continue reading
Small mercies
How does it feel when an ongoing war is over? How does it feel to see the loss, the dead bodies littered all over the battle field, the loss of relationships, of sanity, of self respect? Even if the war has been won? Does the victory matter anymore? or the fact that we have survived? … Continue reading
‘A class apart’
My father always gave money to his mother but always in hiding. ‘Hiding’ was a way of life in my family of origin. My mother would invariably find out and then there would be ugly fights. I could never understand why he did not, could not do what he did in the open. Rigourous honesty … Continue reading
I tried
The pantry and the toilets in the new office are yet to shape up. The rest is more or less in a functional state. Barring our minds. The mind is still in a turmoil. The changes have been sudden and huge and I can see some cracks in the team. It is bothering me and I have … Continue reading


I need to go
Silakari is back in our lives (Oh God!),with a lot of accusations of how we do not know our job. I mean what he should be saying is that he is himself not clear about the specifications or that he does not know how to get a job done. In place of that he is … Continue reading »