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‘Staying the course’
Appu is very upset. She wants me to be happy. That is a very tall order by any chance. Its easier to just go through the daily routine, easier to pretend ‘as if’, easier to just focus on work and money’. So it is a stalemate. Over the years I do not even know what … Continue reading
What a miracle
After the hectic pace of the last few days for finishing the projects, there is relative peace. ‘Peace’ is an attractive word, an attractive state of mind. But it needs a specific environment to be nurtured, a certain lack of chaos, of greed, of manipulation which can only be cultivated in a laboratory for experimentation. … Continue reading
The greatness of aloneness
It has been a lonely day. I did all the tasks I was supposed to do. I went to the AAI office in the morning. This time round the reception guy had been pre-informed about my visit so there was no chaos. The NOC (No Objection certificate) officers could not give me a lot of … Continue reading
The Ordeal
is over. We are out of the shit. At a huge cost of course. The ‘settlement amount’ remained the same. 2.5 lakh. But to save face, Yashi has taken only part of the work yesterday.(As a major part of the work of 6 base maps was already submitted earlier and we have the receiving, not that … Continue reading
Let light come to us from all sides
Increasingly, I wish to meet fewer people,be in touch with selected ones and be more quiet. I do not know the reasons but making small talk is not my forte anymore. Or being fake. Jo hai woh hai. More than the fearlessness of death, it is when one loses everything while alive, that there is … Continue reading
