We are very close to finalizing the payment gateway for the shop. Hopefully, a decision will be taken by today evening. Miraculously my father called. It is amazing. Whenever I think that he has not called in a long time, he somehow gets the message and connects. It is as if the universe responds in a strange way to all our needs.

It always feels as if it has been a long day. Sometimes with no output. There is no project as of now. But I think we are safe for the coming month. That itself is a lot. There was a time when we did not know about the next day or the next hour or the next minute. We are safe and all is well. We have to believe in the universe, in ourselves and in a Higher Power.

A presentation has been scheduled for tommorrow and all because Appu has been sending mails to all real estate developers. She has put in special efforts because of the lack of projects with us. Thank you Appu. For your active and passive support.

There are a lot of if’s and but’s every moment. But to accept what is, as it is, is the toughest part.

To accept what is,

As it is.

I did not feel like coming to work today but it is like one task at a time, one day at a time. And what needs to be done on a daily basis has to be done. I have not really accomplished much. A few phone calls, a few mails and that is about all. A lot of clutter needs to go from my table. Too many unproductive files.
It will happen I guess. awareness, acceptance,action. Action is the last step you see. I am yet in the awareness stage you see. Although action is the magic word.

So today, I just wish to go home, lie down and rest. Close my eyes and forget that I have loans to re-pay, that we need more projects and the unpaid bills.

For once. For a change.

Surrender to a HP.