Posts Tagged ‘potential’

Just being human

I am going through an irritable phase right now. Even small things and events are irritating me. I am not wanting to deal with ‘Amma’, the other part time helps , their lies, manipulation and cunningness. Even if it is for their survival, It takes a lot of energy and I do not have it at [...]

To be still

 
To be still. To not do anything. To wait for a solution to emerge. To not take any action, I think is more difficult than constantly doing something. Just to be is far more challenging than being busy and spending energy doing useless and meaningless tasks.  And ‘to be’ is what I am trying at [...]

If tommorrow comes

I am leaving for Jaipur tommorrow for discussions and meeting with a potential client. ‘Potential’, now that is a huge word like an empty womb waiting. And there will be ‘negotiations’, which actually means ‘ reduce the price to meet our budget else just fuck off, there are others waiting in queue’. Ok. let us [...]

Burn out phase

My father stays in touch He calls, he informs me about tender notices which are relevant to our field of work. Maybe it is his way of showing that he cares. Maybe, I should be OK with that. But this will always be the haziest (does such a word even exist?) area of my life.
I [...]