Tagged With: potential
The big vs The small
Ho gaya? company chalayenge? chala lo bhaiyya. It is a very glamourous concept but the back breaking work it takes is not amusing at all. And the long hours. And the insecurity. And the instability. And the ‘galis’ you have to give and receive, specially in a place like Delhi. My father always says,’kya pagalpan … Continue reading
At the crossroads
The HR/Admin interviews have yielded some positive results. We have found two good people who are not focussed on the package and have a vision of growing with the company. Very surprising and refreshing. A potential team member not negotiating on a package as if it was his last chance at success. Apparently, at least … Continue reading
Nothing to control
Have been feeling quite unwell since yesterday. We were supposed to submit the report for the Hyderabad site today but I detected some errors in it and stalled the delivery. It is painful. To not be able to inculcate an attitude of quality in the technical team. To constantly be on the edge, to constantly … Continue reading
We are on the job
Long time guys. Could not write. Could not speak. Its tiring to be at the battlefront day in and day out. The meeting with the chairman at AAI went ‘well’ (although our height calculations are proving our (the clients’) case to be baseless). I mean we (our real estate client) has appealed for a greater … Continue reading
Just being human
I am going through an irritable phase right now. Even small things and events are irritating me. I am not wanting to deal with ‘Amma’, the other part time helps , their lies, manipulation and cunningness. Even if it is for their survival, It takes a lot of energy and I do not have it at … Continue reading
To be still
To be still. To not do anything. To wait for a solution to emerge. To not take any action, I think is more difficult than constantly doing something. Just to be is far more challenging than being busy and spending energy doing useless and meaningless tasks. And ‘to be’ is what I am trying … Continue reading
If tommorrow comes
I am leaving for Jaipur tommorrow for discussions and meeting with a potential client. ‘Potential’, now that is a huge word like an empty womb waiting. And there will be ‘negotiations’, which actually means ‘ reduce the price to meet our budget else just fuck off, there are others waiting in queue’. Ok. let us … Continue reading
Burn out phase
My father stays in touch He calls, he informs me about tender notices which are relevant to our field of work. Maybe it is his way of showing that he cares. Maybe, I should be OK with that. But this will always be the haziest (does such a word even exist?) area of my life. … Continue reading
