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‘A new choregraphy’

Posted on 16/01/2012 by Aparna.Burjwal

Chairman, PACT Lucknow has sent a backdated letter to our bankers. Very strange. How can a government body send backdated letters? It is backdated because our postal department is not so bad that a letter would take more than three months to travel from Lucknow to Delhi. Misuse of power. Misuse of the government stamp. … Continue reading »

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A metamorphosis

Posted on 02/01/2012 by Aparna.Burjwal

Just feeling very tired. Bang in the beginnig of new year. And irritated with anyone and everyone. Also spaced out. Appu is upset with my behaviour. So am I. Running the house. Quite a task I must say. So is running a business, small or big. To do it on a daily basis is humugus. … Continue reading »

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A resting place

Posted on 10/07/2011 by Aparna.Burjwal

Two more wickets down. Rajeev, the accountant has left in a cold blooded manner on the day his salary cheque got cleared. Rahim, the HR guy supported him in an underhand way and left us with no choice except that of offering him an exit route. Ankit made a feeble effort to re-join but it … Continue reading »

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All for ‘a back’

Posted on 28/03/2011 by Aparna.Burjwal

In all these decades of my life on earth, I have not been able to understand the right path, the correct path, the correct mission. I have tried. But trying is just that, trying. Succeeding is everything. Money,power,name,fame drives everything. Even ‘sex’ is secondary. And in all this chaos, I guess the biggest drawback is … Continue reading »

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Back off

Posted on 02/03/2011 by Aparna.Burjwal

‘Back off’. This is the message we sent out to a real estate client who was breathing down our back. Allow us to breathe. We are here to offer our services. Not to sell our ‘self-respect’. Actually there is an inversely proportional relationship between the two. The more self-respect one is willing to give up, … Continue reading »

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Life gives a damn

Posted on 25/01/2011 by Aparna.Burjwal

Dreams, Sun shining,flowers blooming, togetherness,family. Great ideas for advertisements, for selling houses, things, relationships. The real versus the fantasy, what it takes to survive is not worth it, what is worth having is lost in the process to survive. There are spaces to eat, to look good, to fake it, No space to scream,to grieve,to … Continue reading »

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Regardless of the outcome

Posted on 19/12/2010 by Aparna.Burjwal

The office is in a half broken condition. And yet the clients are walking in. Nothing short of a miracle. In our history at least. Narendra is back from Mumbai after a site visit ( to gather some control points). We fought before he left ( I hope it has subsided by now). I have … Continue reading »

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Let us be

Posted on 17/12/2010 by Aparna.Burjwal

I am meeting more people than trees and it is stressing me out. I need that time with the trees around me, the grass under my feet and a glimpse of the blue sky. It keeps me going. And now it is just the metro, the presentations, calculations, bills (ah, how can I forget the … Continue reading »

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Unmanageability,yet again

Posted on 05/12/2010 by Aparna.Burjwal

Long back when I was trying to pick up a loan from Dena bank and it had been sanctioned by the head office, the branch manager asked me, ‘what is your problem?’ ‘Why can’t you be happy at home?’ I mean that for me epitomises the context in which ‘women’ ( the so called weaker … Continue reading »

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Let’s keep trying

Posted on 07/11/2010 by Aparna.Burjwal

Desperately looking for a center of peace. sometimes the dead still live, while the living are actually dead, sometimes the soul is dead while the body lives, sometimes the body dies while the soul lives, sometimes a man is dead,sometimes his thinking is dead. Sometimes the truth is a lie, while the lie is the … Continue reading »

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‘A new choregraphy’

A metamorphosis

Back off

Life gives a damn

Regardless of the outcome

Let us be

Unmanageability,yet again

Let’s keep trying

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